Ups and Downs..

Soo where to begin? Happy or sad? Haha. I'll vent first I guess. 

I am missing Trevor so bad. Holy shiz. I think I would be surviving better if I could at least communicate with him! I can't talk to him on the phone and haven't since last thursday. I don't have an address yet so I can't write to him. And it is just stressing me out! It's safe to say this has been a really hard week for me. I just keep telling myself 8 more weeks and you get to see him! I can do it! :) I took him for granted when I had him here, I just never realized. This whole 6 months apart thing is a real eye opener for me. I can already tell how much it is going to strengthen our marriage. It will be hard, but we both know how much we appreciate and love the other. That quote, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder." is so so true. It was easy for me to pick out Trev's flaws while he was here and see the negative 90% of the time... but now that he isn't here for me to lean on all I can think about is how incredible he is. This has been a very humbling experience. I am grateful for it. When I talked to Trev on thursday it was very rushed. He only had 3 minutes to basically let me know he was safe. This army way of life is going to take some getting used to. It's hard for me to not know when I will get to talk to Trev or not know how is doing. It's crazy that this is our life for the next 8 years or so.

Being Crazy

Sleepin with Daddy

Blessing Day

Some pictures of my two very favorite guys. Looking at pictures makes me so happy. :) Now onto the good stuff. I will finally be all moved to Malad this weekend. Hallelujah. I am looking forward to having help from my mom and dad and grandparents. And I al really happy to be so close to Autumn so we can help each other through this new experience. Last Friday I stayed the night with Auts and we seriously stayed up until 3 am talking. It felt like we were in college again... except we had to be up extra early with babies. We were regretting the late night around 2 the next day. Haha. But it was great to have someone to talk to again. I also went shopping at Just Imagine (in malad) and bought the greatest things. I am so excited. A little retail therapy does a lot of good for a girl. I'll post pics of my awesome stuff later. Oh and Noah is just fantastic. He knows where his tongue is now and claps all the time and puts his hands above his head to cheer. So cute. he is walking more than crawling now and is growing so fast it blows my mind. He is amazing in every single way. Well, that's all for tonight.