Blah night.

So I am finding out that one thing that is almost harder than just being away from Trev is the fact that I can't talk to him. So I have no idea how he is doing. And I still don't have his address so I have NO way of communicating with him.:( This is seriously so hard for me. All last week I was able to talk to him every night but the last time I spoke with him was Monday night and he said that would be the last time he was able to call for a week or two. And he still had no idea what his address was. I am freaking out right now. I need to be able to write him and encourage him and tell him how much I love him! I am scared. Ugh. He has been gone for a week and a half now and I think it is getting easier for Noah to be away from Daddy, but it's harder for me. This week has been a tough one. Noah is sick and I am trying to pack up our house and I am just missing Trevor. I know it will get better but right now is not so fun.
I am hoping to be all moved to Malad by next weekend. There is still a little work left on the town house and a whole lot of packing I need to do. So crossing my fingers to be outta here soon. I am lonelier than I ever imagined I could be. I have always enjoyed my "me" time but just me and noah all day every day is wearing on me. I guess I really took Trev for granted! Anyways I am excited to be home close to my mom and dad and friends. I will be living right around the corner from Autie and Bela so we will definitely be helping each other out. Thank goodness. I feel so grateful for the way the timing worked out on this Army thing. Thankful to have my best friend close by to be able to share this experience together. Okay time to quit typing and start writing letters to my address-less hubby. Haha. Goodnight!