Sooo, I had this whole little thing written about me and why I am the way I am. I decided I better not put that out there or it would most likely be taken out of context and twisted into something not true. There are some sucky people in the world.

I am really loving this holiday season. For some reason Thanksgiving means so much to me this year. I have been really thankful all month. I made a [Thankful Box] for our family that we have been putting things in that we are thankful for all month. We were supposed to open the box and read our notes tonight for FHE but Trev had to go to SLC tonigh. Bummer. I guess we will do it when he gets home. I'm pretty excited about it. I think that part of the reason I am so grateful this year is because it has been a year since my gramma julie passed away. I cannot believe that she has been gone a year. How I have survived 365 days without talking to that amazing woman is beyond me. At least once a week I find myself needing to talk to her, wanting some 'gramma julie' advice and laughter. I miss her more than I can express. So I am thankful for the family I have around me and especially for my baby (and her great-grandson that she was so so excited to meet). He has changed my life in the best way ever. I wish they could have met.

Alright goodnight.