Miss You Gramma Julie..

Dear Gramma,

I can't believe it has been a year. I don't know how I have survived without talking to you. I miss our weekly phone conversations. Not a day goes by without thinking of you. I remember that phone call telling me that you were in the hospital and it didn't look good. I was so scared. It hurt so bad that I couldn't go visit you, I never got to say goodbye. It still kills me when I think about it. You could always make me feel better, you were one of the best people I know. Oh how I regret not talking to you more that last month before you passed away. It seems silly now that the only reason I refused to talk to call you is because I didn't want to talk to, well, you know. (I don't even want to ruin this post with his name) One of the last conversations I had with you was calling to tell you that I was having a boy. You were so excited. :) I wanted so bad for you to meet Noah. I remember you telling me that there were just a few more things you wanted to see/do before you died and seeing your great-grandbaby was one of them. Well Gramma I know that Noah would love you just as much as I do. Looking back I think of all the things you taught me over the years and I am so grateful for you. I think of all of our funny memories and I don't have very many memories that don't leave me smiling. At least once a week I think of something I want to pick up the phone and call and tell you about it-it's hard to remember I can't do that. I miss you Gramma, I hope you are happy. This Thanksgiving weekend is hard so us here missing you. Thanks for all the things you taught me and thanks for all the great memories, you are an amazing lady and the best gramma ever. I miss you and I love you so very much.

**Will Be adding a few more photos in a couple days, I need to get some off of my parents computer. This post won't feel complete without at least a few more of Gramma.