Sour Patch Baby

My baby is like that sour patch commercial... you know, first they are sour... then they are sweet.

Listening to Noah cry himself to sleep is seriously so hard (unless its 4 in the morning and I know he is tired.. And I am still very sleepy..lol). He is so so stubborn. This kid will scream and scream forever. It is so sad, I keep thinking it will get easier... it is getting easier just not as fast as I would like. I feel like I am neglecting him. Noah is so spoiled and so stubborn and he knows how to get his way! Haha. I never knew a baby could throw such tantrums. Geez. We always joked that I made my little sister a monster, but now I know it's true because my son is the same little monster! He is just so cute. Like today, he was being such a stinker all morning... then while Trev was taking a nap on the couch, Noah went over to his face and kissed him. It was the cutest thing. I wish I would have videoed it! He kissed him and grinned and then did it again. So precious. Noah can make me feel on top of the world.... and then 10 minutes later have me ready to pull my hair out! Welcome to motherhood I guess. I cannot believe that he will be 1 year old in 3 weeks! The year FLEW by! Last year at this time I was as big as a house! Ha! Noah has 6 teeth, can crawl like a mad man, stands on his own, pretty much refuses baby food, soo close to walking it scares me, says mama and dada and bye, can wave and blow kisses, can give excellent real kisses, and is just amazing. :) I am a proud mommy! That's all for tonight in this little random post. Dishes are calling my name.

We have so much going on right now it is crazy. Lots to tell for another post. Exciting and scary things. Sneak Preview: I will be missing my sweet hubby for a while..... but the dynamic duo will be back together again! [by dynamic duo I don't mean me and trev-even though we are pretty fantastic too!]

Cancer/Gemini

Okay so all this hype about the new sign has me a bit concerned. My birthday is June 27. So I am a cancer. I am a cancer through and through... I am totally connected to my sign. I have read a bunch of articles, some said that this only affects eastern astrology, some say that it only affects people born after 2009 (that seems weird to me that people before 2009 would have different signs than people born after, I don't like that.) Anyways, I really believe in astrology stuff and think it really has something to do with your personality. But I am not sure I buy into this whole new sign changing everything. But curiosity got the best of me and I decided to look up my new sign and see if it's anything like me.
[I will always be a cancer though. No one can change my mind!]

Cancer
July 20-Aug 10

Cancer, the fourth sign of the zodiac, is all about home. Those born under this sign are 'roots' kinds of people, and take great pleasure in the comforts of home and family. Cancers are maternal, domestic and love to nurture others. More than likely, their family will be large, too -- the more, the merrier! Cancers will certainly be merry if their home life is serene and harmonious. Traditions are upheld with great zest in a Cancer's household, since these folks prize family history and love communal activities. They also tend to be patriotic, waving the flag whenever possible. A Cancer's good memory is the basis for stories told around the dinner table, and don't be surprised if these folks get emotional about things. Those born under this sign wear their heart on their sleeve, which is just fine by them.

The mascot of Cancer is the Crab, and much like this shelled little critter, Cancers are quick to retreat into their shells if it suits their mood. No wonder these folks are called crabby! For Cancer, it's not that big of a deal, though, since they consider this 'shell' a second home (and they do love home). The flip side of this hiding is that shell-bound Crabs are often quite moody. Further, in keeping with their difficulty in sharing their innermost feelings, it can become a Herculean task to pry a Crab out of its secret hiding place. What to do? Give the Crab time -- eventually these folks will come out to play again. When they do, they'll be the first to say so, in keeping with the Cardinal Quality attached to this sign. It's said that Crabs are first to laugh and first to cry, so you can bet they'll fill you in. That shell, by the way, isn't the only tough thing about Crabs. These folks are tenacious and strong-willed and like to get their way. If their well-documented kindness and gentleness doesn't do the trick, however, they're not above using emotional manipulation to make things happen. If that still doesn't work, they'll just go back to their shell and sulk, or find a way to get back at the source of their pain, since Crabs can be rather vindictive. That said, any self-respecting Crab would tell you that they are ultimately motivated by protecting their home and loved ones, a most noble goal.

Cancers are ruled by the Moon -- the Great Mother of the heavens in ancient times. Here on Earth, this is manifested in the Crab's maternal instincts and desire to protect home and hearth. This may appear smothering at times, but that's the Crab for you. The Moon is associated with fertility, too, a quality that is most pleasing to Cancers. The Moon is also the ruler of moods, and Cancers have plenty of those. These folks can cry you a river if they're so inclined, and they usually are. They can be overly sensitive, easily hurt and prone to brooding. Even so, Crabs find it easy to be sympathetic to others and are quick to show their affection. Their intuition is also a great help to them, especially in times of stress.

The element associated with Cancer is Water. Like the rolling waves of the sea, the Crab's emotions can make quite a splash. These folks tend to pick up on things and bring them in, with the outward result ranging from sentimentality to possessiveness. Crabs need to resist the temptation to become selfish or to feel sorry for themselves, since this behavior won't help. On the bright side, Cancers are good with money (although some consider them too thrifty), probably because they value a sense of security. Crabs are also quick to help others and tend to avoid confrontation. In keeping with their nurturing bent, those born under this sign are a whiz with food. A hearty picnic in the park is heaven-on-earth to most Crabs.

Cancers often find that a robust workout session is just the tonic for their touchy feelings. Team sports are always nice, since they offer a sense of community; water polo should be elemental to aquatic Crabs. What are their team colors? The Moon is silver and white. Since Cancers have a tendency to be lazy, however, they may need someone to push them out the door. When it comes to the game of love, eager Crabs are devoted, romantic and able to get things going on their own. Crabs are wise to listen to their gut, since this sign rules the stomach.

The great strength of the Cancer-born is the tenacity with which they protect their loved ones. These folks don't ask for much, either: a comfortable home and sense of peace about sums it up. It's that nurturing instinct which makes Cancers a pleasure to be with.

So that is what I have always thought I was. I bolded the things that I most connect with. And believe that I am.

-Here is my new sign. Maybe. If I like it. :) (I will again bold the things I connect with in this section too)

Gemini
June21 - July 20

Gemini is the third sign of the zodiac, and those born under this sign will be quick to tell you all about it. That's because they love to talk! It's not just idle chatter with these folks, either. The driving force behind a Gemini's conversation is their mind. The Gemini-born are intellectually inclined, forever probing people and places in search of information. The more information a Gemini collects, the better. Sharing that information later on with those they love is also a lot of fun, for Geminis are supremely interested in developing their relationships. Dalliances with these folks are always enjoyable, since Geminis are bright, quick-witted and the proverbial life of the party. Even though their intellectual minds can rationalize forever and a day, Geminis also have a surplus of imagination waiting to be tapped. Can a Gemini be boring? Never!

Since Geminis are a mix of the yin and the yang, they are represented perfectly by the Twins. The Gemini-born can easily see both sides of an issue, a wonderfully practical quality. Less practical is the fact that you're not sure which Twin will show up half the time. Geminis may not know who's showing up either, which can prompt others to consider them fickle and restless.

They can be wishy-washy, too, changing their mood on a simple whim. It's this characteristic which readily suggests the Mutable Quality assigned to this sign. Mutable folks are flexible and go with the flow. Further, the Twins are adaptable and dexterous and can tackle many things at once. It's a good thing, too, when you consider their myriad interests. The downside of such a curious mind, however, can be a lack of follow-through. How much can any one person do, anyway?

Ruled by Mercury, Geminis exhibit a delicious brand of mercurial energy. They are quick-thinking, quick-witted and fast on their feet, much like the messenger god of Roman mythology that rules their sign. Geminis are both curious and clever, which is why they are such a hit at cocktail parties. Although they talk a great game, they also love to listen and learn. With any kind of luck, the Twins will find themselves in interesting company, because if they don't, they are likely to get bored and start fidgeting. Any social setting is a good one for a Gemini, however, since these folks are charming, congenial and love to share themselves with their friends. While their effusiveness may be misconstrued as scheming by some, Geminis generally have their hearts in the right place. It's that ample energy which can also paint them as scatterbrained and unfocused, but behind all that zipping around, the Twins are busily filing all that good data away.

The element associated with Gemini is Air. Air signs are the thinking person's signs, and the Twins don't disappoint. Those born under this sign prize intellect and consider it the key to all things. At work, they are the clearest of thinkers, looking at a project from all (well, at least two) sides and putting forth some logical and well-thought-out ideas. This quality makes Geminis an asset to any team, and while these folks are not inclined to take the lead, they are a most valuable component. It's also the Gemini's literary bent that allows them to offer a useful perspective on most any situation. The Twins also enjoy bringing their objective reasoning and big-picture ability into their personal relationships. While some may perceive all this logical thought as cold and unemotional, it's simply how these folks tick. They want to connect, they just do it their own way. Luckily for Geminis (and their pals), their lightness of spirit and youthful exuberance help them to appear forever young. In keeping with that skip in their step, Geminis enjoy short road trips -- and their agile minds and nimble hands ensure that they could change a tire (if needed) in no time flat. Is all of this Twin-energy more than any one person can handle? Ah, maybe that's why they are two.

When it comes to sports, Geminis would seem a natural for doubles tennis -- and they are. They love the camaraderie of games and play, which is why they excel at team events. Whether it's volleyball or a game of charades, Geminis are always ready to play. A book club would certainly stimulate their literary minds. In the game of love, Geminis are playful, flirtatious and endless fun. Physically speaking, Gemini rules the nervous system, which is why Twins should practice yoga or deep breathing techniques. Layering themselves in soft yellows and blues will also calm their mood.

The great strength of the Gemini-born is in their ability to communicate effectively and to think clearly. Adventures of the mind are what the Twins are all about. They also love to share themselves with their friends, and they make for charming companions.


** Okay so I am definitely more cancer than gemini. Some things I connected with gemini, but not as much as cancer. I don't know. I am so confused! I hate that they would change everything I have ever known about myself! :) Haha. For now, I think I will stick with Cancer and the rest of my chart. I like it. I connect with it. And I just don't accept the change. What did everyone else's signs change to???

Lost.

So my cell phone has been lost for 2 days now. Normally, I am hiding it from myself so I don't have to feel guilty when I ignore my phone calls and texts. I kinda have a love/hate relationship with my phone. I love talking to my mom, dad, sis, and trev on it..... and my close friends too. But thats about it. When I was pregnant and right after I had Noah I wanted to close myself off from everything. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I am not sure why. The last couple months though, I am finding that more and more I want to get out and socialize a little bit. :) Haha. Anyways, back to my lost phone. So it went missing 2 nights ago and I have turned my house upside down looking for it. Seriously it's so annoying. Noah probably took it and put it somewhere and I'll find it in a week.... I don't know. But I am feeling a little lost without it. I never thought I would be saying I miss my cell phone--until it was gone. I guess I will appreciate my phone more once I find it. And all my friends and family will get a nice call from me when I find my phone just because! :) So be excited. Pray that I find it soon, before I go crazy!

Happy New Year!!

I hope everyone's holidays were wonderful! :) Mine was. Things got a bit crazy and stressful about 2 weeks before Christmas. But then Christmas Eve came and we were at the family party at my grandpa con's and everything was perfect. -Except Trev didn't get there until it was pretty much over because he had to work lame applebees.- Anyways, we had a great time with my mom's side of the family that night, yummy food and good memories. Noah was spent by the end with all the people, excitement and just off his routine.. so we got him in his cute xmas jammies and hit the road to holbrook. Christmas morning was great-it is so much different when you have a baby. So much more to look forward to. Noah got spoiled rotten. He got a new recliner and it's adorable. I can't name everything he got but he loves all of it. We spent Christmas day playing games and making good memories with the family. Noah got a new sled from grandpa and grandma so he went for his first sleigh ride and he was so stinking cute. He got sad every time we stopped. haha. My cousin Amber, her husband Jared, and their adorable kids (Kenidy, Bretton, and Jaxton) came to Malad on the monday after xmas to celebrate the holidays with us. It is always a good time with them and this time was just as great! Jax is like 3 months younger than Noah so it was fun to see them play together. I love my family. They are awesome. For New Year's Eve me, trev, and noah just hung out at home. I made lots of yummy food and we watched movies, played the wii, and watched the ball drop. Jan 1st is trev's bday so we celebrated that too. He wanted a pretty low key day so we just chilled at home and he played his new game. I just love him and hope he had a wonderful day.

So every year i make many resolutions... and usually don't get too far with keeping them. This year I have a few and maybe I'll be better... maybe I won't. I like starting a new year with fresh goals and a fresh, positive look at life. 2010 had some amazing things *NOAH* and some not so amazing things.... All in all I am really looking forward to the new year. I hope to make some positive changes in my life. I want to share my goals for the year, but I am not ready to post that yet so I will just save that for another time. Just know I have a few goals that I have kept so far 3 days in... and a couple that I am just not ready to face yet so I will hopefully get to them before the end of the year. Haha ;)

Oh and PS I really hate uploading pics to here so I will post some cute pics on a better day :) Until then check my facebook.